Here I am at 8 am and I haven't been to bed yet. I've tried. I really have. I've also done data entry, written, and edited.
Sigh
It's not like I'm not sleeping. I slept half the day yesterday, sleeping off the dizziness and quease, the swollen lymph nodes and the bad kidneys. I know it's a vicious cycle. sleep from 1-6 during the day, don't sleep at night... But if that's when my body lets me, I have to sleep sometime, right?
I just want to get back to normal, where the dark and quiet don't seem to be triggers for doubt and self-deprecation and worry
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:-(
*hugs you*
I think you're awesome. I know those middle of the night horrors, though. God.
Are you able to take anything like Saint John's Wart?
~B
insomnia is a nightmare (literally) - can you rock the being-your-own-boss vibe enough to gradually work things round from crashing at 1pm to crashing at 1.30pm, 2, 2.30 and on?
(also - 5htp supplements?)
much sympathy.
*hugs*
*smiles over*
There's also the option of telling the lying, two-faced, passive-aggressive, backstabbing assholes around you that you're going to rip their faces off and put said faces through a wood chipper!
I think this would reduce your personal stress level.
That and that lovely stubbly, eye-wrinkly cowboy from last night.
*nods happily*
*hugs tight*
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