I need to remember the good that it is to be me
I have my own company. This allows people to bitch at me, yes, but it allows me to go see bullriding at will and to do what I love and to see tim and and and
I am a bullrider fangirl. There. I said it. But when faced with this http://www.csarodeo.com/scott/index.cfm
how could I not be?
I mean. Look at Guilherme's arms. Jesus. And he's not even the prettiest of my obsessions. Don't tell me he's too hairy. Don't harsh my mellow. I *like* the fuzz
then there's the writing
Yes, I am having a slump. Yes, people have been more critical than happy of late. But I get to make a living making fantasy. Creating worlds. It doesn't get any better than that.
And hey, it lets me go to the zoo and see humping rhinos
And a certain rodeo clown in his boxer briefs
a certain bullrider coming down an escalator with his leg propped on the rail, making his jeans strrreeeeetch
I have a house, a car of cuteness, an old car that needs some love, the best friends on earth, books aplenty and lots of rodeo and fair food
life is good
I need reminding sometimes, is all