Here I am at 8 am and I haven't been to bed yet. I've tried. I really have. I've also done data entry, written, and edited.
It's not like I'm not sleeping. I slept half the day yesterday, sleeping off the dizziness and quease, the swollen lymph nodes and the bad kidneys. I know it's a vicious cycle. sleep from 1-6 during the day, don't sleep at night... But if that's when my body lets me, I have to sleep sometime, right?
I just want to get back to normal, where the dark and quiet don't seem to be triggers for doubt and self-deprecation and worry